

Journeying Towards Nonviolence: My Life in Sudan
Author: John Ashworth
Imprint: Redhaven Books
ISBN: 9781066787609
Length: 389 pages
Format: Hardback
Size: 234 mm x 156 mm
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Release date: 10/08/2026
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Journeying Towards Nonviolence: My Life in Sudan
John Ashworth
As a young missionary sent to Idi Amin’s Uganda fifty years ago and then to war torn Sudan, John Ashworth’s faith is quickly tested when he is kidnapped by rebels seemingly intent on killing him. Forced to survive marching through the bush in the face of a looming death sentence, the purpose of his life starts to become clear.
In this compelling memoir, Ashworth examines what it means to be a missionary, an aid worker and a peacebuilder in a world driven by power and profit where war and intolerance run rife. His is a story filled with adventure, from that first death sentence through years of dodging bullets, navigating humanitarian bureaucracy, singing bawdy songs in Irish pubs around the world, discovering a spirituality based on Gospel nonviolence, and falling in love and making a home on the edge of Africa’s Great Rift Valley, while still finding time to indulge in his lifelong passion for steam engines. Ashworth’s extraordinary life story is evidence that love, hope and meaning endure even in the darkest of places.

John Ashworth
John Ashworth, originally from England, moved to Africa as a young volunteer lay missionary teacher in 1976. He has worked with the church in Sudan and South Sudan since 1983, and has also lived in Uganda, Kenya and South Africa. His career has spanned teaching, missionary priesthood, the humanitarian sector, and for the last twenty years or so, advocacy, peace and reconciliation. Much of his work has been ecumenical. In recent years he has been deeply involved in the Catholic Nonviolence Initiative. He has contributed many articles, chapters and papers on Sudan, South Sudan and peacebuilding to international periodicals, books and conferences. John holds an MA in Spirituality from Gonzaga University, Spokane, has been a Visiting Scholar at Notre Dame University, both in the USA, and is a Fellow of the Rift Valley Institute. He and his wife Jane now live in rural Kenya, where in his spare time he is building a large Africa-themed model railway layout. He has been involved in restoring, maintaining and operating full-size historic steam locomotives in UK, Kenya and South Africa for more than thirty years.
Previous publications:
Faith on the Margins: The Diocese of Malakal, Paulines Publications Africa (Nairobi, Kenya), 2024.
Stop Fighting, Start Talking: Archbishop John Baptist Odama, Paulines Publications Africa (Nairobi, Kenya), 2024.
Pastor, Peacebuilder, Statesman: Rev Dr Haruun Ruun Lual, Paulines Publications Africa (Nairobi, Kenya), 2022.
An Angry Shepherd: Sudanese Bishop Macram Max Gassis, Paulines Publications Africa (Nairobi, Kenya), 2021.
The Voice of the Voiceless: The Role of the Church in the Sudanese Civil War 1983-2005, Paulines Publications Africa (Nairobi, Kenya), 2014.
Editor of One Church from Every Tribe, Tongue and People: Symposium on the Role of the Church in the Independence of South Sudan, Paulines Publications Africa (Nairobi, Kenya), 2012.
Five years of Sudan Focal Point briefings, Sudan Focal Point – Africa (Pretoria, RSA), 2004.
Praise for John Ashworth and Journeying Towards Nonviolence
“His book will be of interest to a wide range of people – friends and relatives of course, who have always loved him; past and present colleagues from Mill Hill Missionaries and the Church in Sudan; steam and model railway enthusiasts; peace activists; humanitarian aid workers; historians of modern Sudan; those who are interested in Christian mission and creation-focused spirituality; and anyone who enjoys a lively story of a very eventful life. From childhood in postwar East London to an active retirement beside the Great Rift Valley in Kenya, John’s narrative will surprise, challenge and delight you at every turn.”
— The Revd Prebendary Marjorie Brown and Prof Avril Loveless
“John Ashworth is one of those people who captures your attention from the moment you meet him, and holds your attention ever afterwards… His stories were either horrifying, i.e. the ones which left him with trauma from nearly being killed several times, or so funny as he shared how everything can go wrong even with the best intentions… But his story is about serious issues, the issues that he gave his life to – the quest for peace through justice in a horrendous war. His reflections in “Journeying Towards Nonviolence” are instructive for all of us who seek answers to the pressing questions we face everywhere today.”
— Bishop Emeritus Kevin Dowling, former Co-Chair of Sudan Ecumenical Forum
“Working closely with the local Church and the Mill Hill Missionaries, John has proved himself a champion of reconciliation between warring factions in Sudan. This record of his journey is an inspiration for all who strive to establish peace with justice.”
— Father Tony Chantry MHM, former Superior General of the Mill Hill Missionaries
“John Ashworth’s dedication to the service of the peoples of the Sudans, North and South, Christian or Muslim, over more than forty years, has been extraordinary and provides an example to those who come after him, be they missionaries, aid workers or practitioners of nonviolent resolution of conflict.”
— Philip Winter OBE, Fellow of the Rift Valley Institute
“History teaches that in the struggles for liberation there comes a Kairos moment and individuals called to contribute to its realisation. Such was the situation in Sudan when providentially John Ashworth survived a death sentence and devoted the rest of his life to peacebuilding in Sudan. ‘Armed’ with a passion for just peace, courage, hope and a sharp pen he played a critical role that defined the Church’s contribution to the process that led to the independence of South Sudan, and beyond.”
— Rev Dr Samuel Kobia, Former General Secretary, World Council of Churches (WCC)
“John Ashworth, whom I have known for nearly 50 years, is an inspiration in his compassionate and persevering commitment to dialogue, justice, human dignity and the pursuit of peace in South Sudan and beyond.”
— Cardinal Stephen Brislin, Archbishop of Johannesburg
“John Ashworth’s extensive experience in African countries struggling with violence, his knowledge of and relationships in the African Church, and his deep commitment to Gospel nonviolence have greatly enriched the work of Pax Christi’s Catholic Nonviolence Initiative and our newer Catholic Institute for Nonviolence.”
— Marie Dennis, Co-Director of the Catholic Institute for Nonviolence
“John, my colleague and friend for over thirty years, was one of the most respected and influential ‘behind the scenes’ voices that contributed to South Sudan’s peace process. His dedication to us as South Sudanese was a deep reflection of his humanity and humility.”
— Hon Rev Dr Haruun Ruun Lual, South Sudan Senator and former Executive Secretary of New Sudan Council of Churches
“John Ashworth and I have had many life giving conversations on his life experiences especially in the countries experiencing war and different forms of violence. The conversations have always ended in this question, ‘John, please share how you have managed to be so nonviolent in such violent contexts.’ This memoir is for me, the initial response to my question; a dream come true. Unlike other memoirs, John’s is an invitation for us to walk with him on this courageous, visionary, hopeful and transformative journey. John came to Africa and not only lived among the people but become a ‘son of Africa’, the first journey to understanding what nonviolent living is all about. His life is anchored on Gospel nonviolence – rejecting violence with the transformation power of love in action. I invite you to open this memoir, read and discover from John what informs and sustains him in this ‘journey towards Nonviolence…’”
— Sister Teresia Wamũyũ Wachira CJ, Co-President of Pax Christi International
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